Physical depression
Apr. 13th, 2018 07:11 amFeeling physically depressed. Don’t want to do anything like shower or go,to the grocery store, or start laundry. Want to do nothing.
I’m spending too much time on social media. I’m like a rat hitting a button for the potential of a zap of endorphins in all my free time. I don’t read. I rarely write. I’m killing my attention span and concentration, and dumbing down my vocabulary and spelling. Taking it off my phone now.... done. Removed FB and Reddit. I still,have them on my iPad but that will limit me a little. Maybe I’ll end up reading the ebooks on my phone more. I have a couple of novels to read tomorrow in actual book form to read also.
Seeing my SIL and my niece today for lunch and a movie. Won’t be leaving until 11:00. I have several program calls coming in as well as phone meetings to listen to before then. Hopefully I’ll get myself showered soon. I also have housework to do.
Abstinence will likely be a struggle today. I’m glad I won’t be home to eat my way through the kitchen.
I’m spending too much time on social media. I’m like a rat hitting a button for the potential of a zap of endorphins in all my free time. I don’t read. I rarely write. I’m killing my attention span and concentration, and dumbing down my vocabulary and spelling. Taking it off my phone now.... done. Removed FB and Reddit. I still,have them on my iPad but that will limit me a little. Maybe I’ll end up reading the ebooks on my phone more. I have a couple of novels to read tomorrow in actual book form to read also.
Seeing my SIL and my niece today for lunch and a movie. Won’t be leaving until 11:00. I have several program calls coming in as well as phone meetings to listen to before then. Hopefully I’ll get myself showered soon. I also have housework to do.
Abstinence will likely be a struggle today. I’m glad I won’t be home to eat my way through the kitchen.